Green was the silence | midsummer

“green was the silence, wet was the light,
the month of June trembled like a butterfly” - Pablo Neruda

looking for slow India | Bangalore 2.0

Note: there was originally text with this post when it was published in 2020. After we lost grandpa that same year, my memories from this trip are mostly about him - his chair in the house, him and grandma discussing the price of tomatoes, him shuffling over tiled floors in his flip flops. So I have since removed the text so everyone can use the slowness of these photos and the room for thought that they create to remember grandpa and anyone + any pets they lost too soon.

where willows weep | around Warwickshire pt.2 (countryside)

The dark moved quickly into the Midlands. Faster than the temperatures could fall, or the trees could drop their leaves and turn the pavements into carpets of foliage in russet, dusky sage, livid amber. Late fall and early winter were cold, my car's windshield would frost over while I was parked at the gym and feathery, low winter sun would dance across hazy northern skies. Early morning and early evening I watch the light filtered through the frosted door of my room, the right mix of moody, melancholy and mellow, diluted to a pleasant consistency, like the first moments of pouring milk into coffee. 

The light streams in through the foggy glass, the city wakes up, I go out. This region might be one of the most populated in the UK but like milk into coffee, the endless rows of houses and superstores seem to dissolve. The ancient hills roll into valleys, one after the other, the basis for the winding roads that veer sharply through the dips. There are signs warning motorists that these are among the most dangerous roads in the country, it's not really so surprising. You are tempted to gaze down the valleys, where the stalks from the autumn wheat harvests run like paling gold to meet with small roads where stone farmhouses spiral woodsmoke. The houses are charcoal and Cotswold stone, like the bridges spanning dark rivers that swell from autumn rains and rush to distant, anonymous villages where willows weep over the water. 

There are the contrasts. Of the pick-up trucks moving hay bales to cowsheds where Hereford herds are ensconced for the winter, their furry faces peeking out out from peeling barn doors as their farmers with caps and collies make their rounds. There are the range rovers and the country clubs, the thoroughbred stud farms where long legged colts frolic, unaware of how much they're worth; amidst the dove-gray skies and gaunt trees. The prosperous farms are lined by cedars and white fences, thinly veiling the flighty horses from admiring passers by. Everywhere around me are horse lovers. It was a windy, frigid Thursday following a night of freezing rain that left country lanes burdened by puddles and fields the deepest cocoa brown. The gusts threw my car door shut and swept the manes of the rescued horses and donkeys across their curious faces at Redwings Oxhill. The fields were so saturated that the rescues had been moved to wood chip-paddocks, where they congregated in cuddly, muddy groups and turned chestnut, roan, and piebald backs to the wind. A nuzzle from a donkey's soft nose warmed my hands, these sweet creatures who had once been such strangers to love gently rested heavy heads on my coat and puffed softly through their noses. A whisper of affection, like November wind, when your back is turned and with that weak sun percolating through sugary clouds. With the dips in the valley I could see those groups of equine friends, the earth tones of their coats somehow melding with the sepia tones of the countryside, as if they had finally found their home.

It will be mid-afternoon that the sun abandons its vain attempts to overcome layers of milky cloud. What light there was will make its last lap around my room; eventually settling on one area of the kitchen, bathing the tiny electric stove in a halo of light that seems wholly unnecessary. But I can imagine the movement of light across the countryside, the forested roads and tumbling fields, and the valleys with the horses returning to their stables before the dark is only interrupted by a thousand burning stars. 

“If springtime crawls out of the wild mouths of flowers then surely, winter crawls out of mine”
- Cecilia Llompart

Places of interest

Redwings Oxhill rescue center (to cuddle the sweet rescued ponies - this charity does such amazing work for horses, ponies and donkeys. You can also adopt one and help keep these sweeties safe 💕)
Charlecote Park
Alvecote Marina & the Coventry Canal
Oxhill & the A422 rural road
Polesworth & the River Anker
Tamworth